i'm so sick, its like blahhh, like my lungs hurt...and i have a fever and i'm so tired, and i'm home alone, cuz my mom had to go to NY to get my grandmother, and my dad wont be home till 2, and yesterday i decided that i've started hating myself again, and thats just lovoly, and lots of things just suck, and and and sobe isnt around!! who's supposed to make me feel better?!?! oyy ok i'm off

aight so my birthday party wasnt horible. i had a good time with Nina and Sara and Mel and Paige and Nomers and Heather for the most part, *cough cough* hmm i wonder who's not on that list, mehh, any way, so i'm really retarded and cant find non-fuck-up guys, like freakin randy is like a fucking blahhhh arrggg he fucking pisses me off, arrg yea and then i had a good time at paiges, we did random shit, uhhhh, today i did absolutly nothing! it wsa great, oooo i played foose ball didnt win at first, but i KICKED ASS AT THE END W00T!! yea aight i'm out, l8az

~Min

OHHH AND NINA I LOVE YOUR CARD IT MAKES ME ALL HAPPY!!!

wow i never write in here any more, i feel sick, like i'm coughing, and i think i ate sumthing funky, argg i had such a fucky day, like nothing good happened, arrgg i'll write more tomorrow, cuz i'll be online all day, kk byez

~Min

u know when u feel like wow i'm happy, then ur like fuck i hate my life, its not that i'm bi polar, though i wouldnt be suprize if i was, i just like, am horibly depressed, and i think i just like want to go run off a cliff..no no fall in a ditch, yup thats wut i wanna do, and my right hand is deffinetly freezing, and my left hand is fine, arrgg ok i'm out, byez

~Min

ok i'm really smilie cuz math called me pretty on the bus!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee no i dont think u understand how happy i am!!!!!!!! i'm like all smilie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i'm done with that, i'm off to talk to sari,

l8az

~Min

oh man, lol, on the bus today math was like hugging my leg cuz he was hyper, lol, umm i had more to say, but i have to go, i'll write more later

~Min